Blurry nights

Beneath the city’s lights

Like feminine Aura

Them

Spinning

Eyes open

Smiling ear to ear

I watch her guardedly

It reminds me of the melancholic love i have for

Them

For some reason

I don’t understand it myself.

Maybe it reminds me of those queens before us

That carried broken crowns,

CRAZY part,

I don’t see him anymore,

He gives me a meaningful gaze for my attention

But i only see YOu

Silent conversations dwells

And every time

I leave it at the back of my mind.

Next morning as i sip on the water,

I trace the shadows of the night,

Your joy and laughter

Transcended

My nights desires

Instead my desire becomes

To watch over your joy

Speaking tenacity into each other’s mouths,

Because i’d choose us over and over

As they call us crazy

Mean

Snobby

Lesbians

Frigid girls

Reflecting their sense of entitlement

And stupid pride

You laugh hard at their audacity

We run away

I hardly know you

And next morning i write

A poem residing in my chest!!